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[31 May 2006|10:31pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | crazy mary//static fm ]

tara cody saved my life tonight.

<3

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[31 May 2006|03:11pm]
[ mood | urgh ]
[ music | burn this city//cartel ]

asdjflakjf;lsdkjflsakjldskjf
frustrated.
lsdkfjasdl;fkjasd;lfkjsal;dkjfsldf

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what a dream... [24 May 2006|11:09pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | everytime we touch//cascada ]

i have never put all of my feeling on the line, just thrown them out there for someone to step on. but tonight i did. and it turned out fine. i have always been so afraid of letting go and letting someone else in, but now, i am ready.

so in conclusion...sometimes it pays to act like a complete idiot and insist that someone meet you somewhere in the pouring rain. well at least it did for me.

going to bed completly satisfied tonight.

i have never felt like this before.

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[24 May 2006|06:29am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | caller 10// punchline ]

i made my decision...nothing can stop me now.

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[22 May 2006|11:15pm]
wonderful night.
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[03 May 2006|11:51pm]
[ mood | not good. ]
[ music | wonderful//everclear ]

why doesn't doing the right thing make me feel good?

rob=asshole

the. end.

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[27 Apr 2006|09:31pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | we're so far away//mae ]

if you had known about the holocaust, would you have done something?

well now you have the chance to help others...

if you do nothing else about it, at least watch this, please.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fBZunv9kgd0

visit www.invisiblechildren.com or www.myspace.com/icindianapolis
thank you for your time.

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[26 Apr 2006|11:18pm]
be inspired. www.invisiblechildren.com

this saturday global night commute. who is going? i am.
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pointless [22 Apr 2006|01:16am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | reset//mutemath ]

oh oh oh v brit any of my iu friends...did i tell you that i sent in my deposit. because i did.

freaking quiz...thanks v )

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[18 Apr 2006|09:25pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | caller 10// punchline ]

so this )is my new prom dress and my new hair cut. i hope you enjoy. NOW all i need is a date. rob can't go :( boo.

that is all
♥ Jenn

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[13 Apr 2006|05:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | none ]

my dress )
edit:
now all i need is a date...boo rob.

i am going with rob. don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing yet.

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[09 Apr 2006|09:38pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | for the second time//punchline ]

damnit damnit damnit. damnit damnit damnit. damnit. damnit. damnit. lfdlkfjsdl;kjfsldakjf;lsdjfeoisdpoiufspodifewjsdlkfjsd

blah rob. you make no sense to me. oh well.
and blah someone else. why do you insist on ruining everything. GOSH i was so looking forward to it.

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[08 Apr 2006|11:39am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | don't try this at home//punchline ]

i got my new punchline and scene aesthetic cds today...did you??

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new pictures [05 Apr 2006|11:53pm]
go here http://blog.myspace.com/9692184 for new pictures. i am too tired to post them all again so go look there...

maybe tomorrow i will post them.
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[11 Mar 2006|11:24am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | winter//bayside ]

my birthday in pictures! )
thanks to everyone who posted, commented, called, or texted. i really appreciate it.

and thanks to brit and v and rob for one of the best nights in a while.



I'm gonna stay 18 forever...cliche

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do this... [15 Feb 2006|05:30pm]
Please?
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valentines day [14 Feb 2006|07:48pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Fast car//tracy chapman ]

yup...today is just like anyother day...but today...i got 6 pink roses and an amazing stuffed hippo


see )

yup, the card said "from someone who cherishes my presence" haha and they spelled presence wrong on it... :p

i hope you all had a good day.

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[12 Feb 2006|05:58pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | thank you for the music//abba ]

My new ear )

yup. thats all

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fucking bandwagons [07 Feb 2006|05:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | the STFU V song!! ]

Pick twenty of your top bands/artists and have people guess your favorite song by them.

1. MXPX GSF
2. P!atd theres a good reasons these tables are numbered honey, you just haven't thought of it yet.
3. The spill canvas
4. Cartel say anything (else)
5. Motion city soundtrack lg faud
6. Taking back sunday
7. the scene asthetic
8. Brand new sic transit Gloria...glory fades
9. FOB grand theft autumn...acustic version!
10. Mae giving it away
11. the starting line best of me...some of you know why
12. hellogoodbye call n return
13. Mute math reset
14. The killers mr. brightside
15. Better than ezra misunderstood
16. They've shot flanigan if you caught fire
17. bayside cold and blue and lifeless
18. Punchline time in a picture
19. mest drawing board
20. Blink 182

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♥ to one of my best friends ever ♥ [03 Feb 2006|05:59am]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | giving it away//mae ]

HAAPPY BIRTHDAY V!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so many memories so i will just pick a few )

this weekend is going to be so great!

♥ Jenn

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[29 Jan 2006|10:35pm]
[ mood | waiting ]
[ music | cry on my shoulder//overflow ]

6 days and counting

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:-) [10 Jan 2006|08:16pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | the everglow//Mae ]

oh man. things are looking up for now.

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[09 Jan 2006|03:56pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | drawing board//mest ]

!!! i finally got my power adapter for my computer! after over a month! i am so happy.

and i got some national science award thing.

and i got my finacial aid stuff...one step closer!

well that is all for now.

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do you ever... [04 Jan 2006|06:39am]
get in the shower and it is too hot? so then you turn it down...and it is too cold. so you turn it back up a little and it is too hot again.

yea, it sucks
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[30 Dec 2005|11:58pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | eh ]

i got into IU

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[30 Dec 2005|02:34am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | heres to you//diffuser ]

wow, i am really glad we had this talked tonight...really.

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[27 Dec 2005|03:48pm]
[ mood | clean ]
[ music | carnival music//that game ]

going to see narnia tonight (finally). should be fun.

umm other things...my sisters got a really anoying game that plays really catchy music...damn

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merry holidays in Pictures! [25 Dec 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | olivias baby im yours crying in the background ]

christmas was good!

the day and the presents )

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[25 Dec 2005|12:46am]
merry christmas...or happy holidays if you are offended
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[19 Dec 2005|06:05pm]
bad day.
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[17 Dec 2005|03:51pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | brit on the phone!//brit ]

barn.

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i did it! [13 Dec 2005|09:14pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | rudolph the red nose reindeer//olivia ]

cut my hair...

before: Image hosted by Photobucket.com

AFTER! )

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[13 Dec 2005|04:00pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | save the best for last//me first and the gimme gimmes ]

bored bored bored

hair cut today... if i decide to do anything drastic...pictures later

bored bored bored )

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[13 Dec 2005|02:55pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | none// odd ]

damnit! v tagged me...
so umm

Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 Weird Habits of Yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. When i am bored, tired, nervous i play with my hair. alot

2. i always have to have gum... either chewing it or just with me. if i don't i feel like i am losing control of things.

3. if i don't have 3 pillows, i can't sleep. 2 to sleep with one to hold

4. if i don't get up and take a shower, then go back to sleep for at least 15 minutes, and then get up again and get ready...i feel odd. like i didn't get enough sleep.

5. i always set my alarm for 9 minutes before i get up. because if i don't get to hit the snooze button at least once then i feel like i don't get enough sleep. like by pushing the snooze button i am beating the system. haha when in actuality i am getting less sleep because i have to get up to push the button. STFU

well i am odd.

5 people...

mark, lauren, will, courts, regan

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[10 Dec 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the ocean//Mae ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!one!



THE big TWO ZERO!! woo hoo.



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... [09 Dec 2005|05:32pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | hahahahahah ]

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn damn damn

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what the heck? [06 Dec 2005|09:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | everything sucks//MXPX ]

Dear Jenn,

You make me ___________. You should __________. Someday I will _________. You = ___________. If I saw you now I'd ____________. I would build a __________ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my ____________. If I could sing you any song it would be ____________. We could drink ____________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of _______________.


Love,
_______________


(P.S. ___________________________________.)


REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ "YOUR NAME" AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANKS.. DONT FORGET TO REPLY BACK TO THE POSTER WITH YOUR ANSWERS

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[29 Nov 2005|02:58pm]
eh?
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[26 Nov 2005|12:06am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | baton rouge//garth brooks ]

so tonight at work...i cut my finger in the drain and brandon hit me in the face with a mop. i now have a lovely bloody finger and a wonderful little briuse under my eye! fun!

well that is all for now.

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[25 Nov 2005|01:08am]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | dutch courage//spill canvas ]

hmmm not much to put here. thanksgiving was thanksgiving.

i like calling people at 12 45 in the morning THREE Times and then saying that i didn't. that is actually my favorite thing to do. because it is fun. and making up excuses is even more fun. MAN. i love it. esp. when other people do it to me. GOOD FUCKING JOB!!!

mark is my hero...thanks for everything...talking to me helping me out with my problems...you owe me a sucker...!! lol we will hang out eventually...i promise

gah. i attempted to ask my parents for something. that didn't go over well. lol at least i tried and at least i kind of know where i stand.

well that is all i really have. so yea, that was fun i suppose

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[17 Nov 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | sugar we're going down swinging//FOB ]

J-ohn mayer
E-els
N-OFX
N-ew found glory
I-ncubus
F-urther seems forever
E-lton john
R-eel big fish

J- immy eats world
O-asis
S-tarting line!!!!!
E-arly november
F-ALL OUT BOY!!!!!!!!!!!
A-ll amreican rejects

B-ayside
R-elient k
O-ver flow
W-hite stripes
N-orth star

well that was slightly amusing. work tonight. no harry potter...mean parents! bah

NINTENDO FUSION TOMORROW!!! sooo freaking happy. yayayayayyayayyayaya;lsdkjfsdlkjfsd;lkfjsdl;kfj lskj vslksfjsdlkjf


cows are scary...the end

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[13 Nov 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | self conclusion//spill canvas ]

so my aim buddy list got deleted some how...i don't even know. but if you could send me your sn's or leave them on here for me...that would be amazing

thanks

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[10 Nov 2005|08:54pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | meet virginia//Train ]

olivia thinks that the "humpa lumpas" in willy wonka are scary.

i am putting off doing my homework. yup...i am doing a fine job.

life currently = teh suck... BAH i must get over that tho...

someone fill me in on the Grand nats situation...v, are you going? who are we going with, what time...etc...call me

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Lets see... [08 Nov 2005|08:12pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | cd lauren's brother gave me ]

this trimester is almost over...finally! next trimester will be equally as hard but maybe a little easier. it shall consist of( in no particular order) AP stats, AP lit and comp, Econ, peer tutoring, and a study hall ( 1st ever...yikes) so finals in 3 days.

umm hung out with lauren yesterday. went shopping and colored my hair and had dinner at her house and had interesting conversations with her family. and by conversations i mean debates. haha oh those silly mexican immigrants...(i can say that because i am racist...DUH)

i quit my job...i don't know how many of you knew that...but, yea i did. i have a new one already so that shouldn't be a problem.

Veronica's step mom thinks that i am holding on to things that i should have let go of a long time ago. she says that i need to move on. i hope you don't feel that way...ugh i hate how she can be so hurtful to so many different people with out even trying. you deserve better, you really do. you deserve to be loved and welcome.

umm this past weekend...was funish. spent the whole thing with v and watched lots of scrubs and had lots of talks with her mom. it was fun

i filled out my IU application today. i am one step closer and that is a really good feeling. ugh it does scare me a little bit, i am not going to lie.

Lauren's mom is going to make me some KICK ASS shoes...they are going to be glorious, your mom is awesome.

These past weeks have been very odd for me. idk, V and i have talked about it a little bit but it is still odd for me. i hate having the feeling of complete loneliness. the one thing that is very confusing with this is the fact that i DO have friends here...i don't know. but when i figure it out, i will be sure to let you know.

concerning things with a certain person (megan g.) i want to thank your for your comments, the good and the bad. i am open to comments and suggestions. but PLEASE, please DO NOT ask me to take it down. i am not going to. it is my journal and i will say as i please. if it is something that i think is true and that is how i feel then i will post what ever the fuck i want so get off my back about it...thanks

well homework is now...

♥ Jenn

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sooo... [05 Nov 2005|03:25pm]
[ mood | sitting ]
[ music | best of you//foo fighters ]

lets see...i am hanging out with v right now but she is in the shower! yea, we are lazy... umm today so far has been VERY VERY uneventful. lol v and i sat around in our pj's and talked with her mom about boys, sex, boys, music, phones, people sucking, then tom came for a little while and we all sat around some more making mean jokes and laughing and talking etc...and now it is 330 and v and i decided that we were hungry and that showers and real clothes are in order. so that is where we are now, how very exciting i am fully aware. i learned something today...when the can of hair spray says instants freeze, it means it, there is no joking there. lol my hair is so like hard in just this one little spot from where i put too much...oh well

well i suppose i will conclude this very pointless entry with this...i want to leave here. i don't like it. i want to be somewhere where i can be happy. i want to be there, with them. ugh

EL FIN

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[01 Nov 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | masterpiece//Bayside ]

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yup [31 Oct 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | beauty in the breakdown//the scene aesthetic ]

do it please! ♥ )

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[29 Oct 2005|12:30am]
UGH
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OMG [25 Oct 2005|11:39pm]
[ mood | hahahahhahahhahahah ]
[ music | self conclusion//spill canvas ]

http://www.myspace.com/butterfly_gurl69

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[25 Oct 2005|03:06pm]
happy birthday shannon!!! i miss you
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